September 21, 2006
Darling sweet wonderful sexy sensuous hot all rolled into one. The time we shared was truly magical, such a blessed, wonderful relief from being tense or worried about nothing- or something, perhaps, but certainly not for any reason on my part. I am finding, with every day that passes, with every hour that goes by, such a deep well of love for you, it’s like in the beginning when the love grows so fast, so furiously, that it hurts.
But such a glorious hurt, this overflowing. So much to learn about one another, so much to share, it’s amazing. I have never ever regretted our being together so young, and always said that we would continue to grow- fooled me, over the last years, we haven’t, at least not together.
But in a sense, isn’t that what makes this new affirmation of openness, of sharing, such an incredible adventure? I wonder, would I be feeling such anticipatory excitement at what each new day will bring, if we hadn’t had bad times to really realize what we were missing?
Like the bad weather pointing out the good, sort of. And as the sun comes out, a rainbow? Maybe, we can hope for one. Can’t force a rainbow, of course, but can sure glory in their beauty when we’re given them.